Lately

It occurred to me today. That I am wasting my time these days. I even wish they could fly faster. Most of them was probably because I was unable to sleep.

Almost everyday, I sit around and text people in the middle of the night - or should i say, morning. I do this and I wait. I wait with thoughts wondering if whether they're already asleep. I am not really good with loneliness. First, I might get goosebumps. Besides that, I just feel... uncomfortable. I don't like it. The feeling of when I am alone. Be it in a room or anywhere.

I don't like what I am turning myself into. I really don't.

And for some reason, I really feel the urge to want to go to the zoo. Probably because the zoo reminds me so much of my childhood days.